So many thoughts, so little ability to form one structured sentence...

Wow, thoughts are definitey swirling around my head like toilet water. Gross analogy, but kind of true. Besides what else swirls? All I could think of was something like a soft-serve ice cream machine or something, but no, my thoughts aren't quite as sweet and delicious. So here I sit this Saturday morning drinking some Early Gray tea, eating grape nuts (actually generic brand Crunchy Nuggets, which doesn't sound quite as good) and wondering where to go from here. I'm not going to write out any details about anything because I'm not quite sure I want people to know exactly what I'm thinking, especially because I don't know exactly what I'm thinking. I'm thinking I'm the type of person that doesn't like to share emotions about something on the spot and that there's definitely a dominating part of me that must think about and analyze something logically before ever forming an opinion. I guess I just don't want to feel rushed to give my view, especially if there's a chance I'm going to change that view later, you can't undo what you've said, so rather I go into quiet mode and ponder and analyze until I feel like I've come to a solid, level-headed conclusion. And now for my trademark phrase- Think of me like Windows 95, you can get all the information you need, but it'll definitely take awhile. Is that weird? Well, I know the phrase is, but the concept rather is what I'm talking about. Who knows, maybe it is, but it's worked for me in the past so why try to fix it? So until I sort out what I mean to feel, I suppose I'll just have toilet water in my head.