Tony Danza is my hero

Ok Folks, here's where I am with my life: I have no money, because I have no job (as far as St. Anthony's Central Hospital is making it look anyway, if I do have a job, they're really doing a tip-top job of keeping this vital fact from me) I have credit card bills that are supposed to be getting paid off right now, but when you don't make an income, well...you get the picture, I have a trip to Peru that still needs to be paid off, but I won't be redundant with my complaints, I spend my days bored out of my skull, but it looks like soon I'll be able to replace some of that boredom with anxiety about how I'm going to pay off these debts by August which should have been almost completely paid off by now. Oh, yes, and I can also begin to figure out where in the wide world of Anderson will hire me so that maybe, just maybe, I can scrape together some money to finish paying off whatever debts I know I won't be able to during the summer. If I were more into the genre, I would probably write a country song. I'm getting frustrated because I feel like I'm not even getting a chance to follow through with my intentions to be able to be responsible for my finances. I'm really trying hard to be patient and be worry-free, but goodness, it's tough when money is involved. I know that God is trying to prune me, and apparently, this is a dang big branch, so if I sound like a horrible selfish, untrusting person...I am. But God's working, so I guess the only thing is to pray that God gives me the strength where I clearly do not have my own.